Tuesday, March 31, 2015

Book Review- "Madame Picasso" by Anne Girard




"Madame Picasso" is a beautifully rendered story about the private life of Picasso, and his tragic relationship with Eva, the heroine of this poignant novel.  Eva is a young, aspiring soul who leaves home and struggles to make her way in the world.  She strives to make a name for herself without help, which sets her apart from the other young women in her circle.   She managed to bring out the protective instincts of this reader, and watching her journey was like watching a friend or a younger sister, hoping that they will thrive and hurting for them when they go through heartbreak and disappointments on the journey. 


Reminiscent of "Phantom of the Opera" and "Moulin Rouge", the story is set in France, and takes us back to the turn of the century when the world was a different place, but people lived and struggled with many of the same issues we face today.  Anne Girard's language and writing skills evoke the past and make it live as though it were yesterday.  Her words provide snapshots of another time, and her characters jump off the page.  They make you worry about what will happen to these people.  She makes them as real as you and I, which is the mark of a great writer.  She digs beneath the surface of the Picasso the modern world knows, and brings to life a complex, tormented soul whose love for Eva inspired his art and made him a better man.  When I was finished reading this wonderful book, I was motivated to read up on Picasso, and discover the man behind the famous abstract art.  I was surprised to find that he didn't simply pioneer abstract art, he started off in the traditional style, got bored, and wanted to find a way to translate his vision into a way that would impact the art world.  I find myself fascinated by his mother and child series that predated the abstract movement:
 
 
I highly recommend "Madame Picasso" to anyone who enjoys art, the turn of the century, and losing oneself in a great read.  This one is going on my "keeper" shelf!

Wednesday, February 18, 2015

Shadow Box- a Lenten poem

I call this poem "Shadow Box".  The title was inspired in part for the things we cherish and display for all to see; and also for the way that we struggle with ourselves, "shadow boxing" with our hearts for different reasons.  Some of us struggle with identity crisis, or personal issues, or to fit in or to find our place.  Maybe Lent should be less about sacrificing something that provides comfort or a daily pleasure.  Maybe we should seek to give up something negative, like guilt or stress or self-loathing.  This one is for anyone who understands and feels the same way. 

"Shadow Box"- by Jamie Patterson- copyright 2015

The trace of a cross darkening a lined forehead
Reminder that the dance is over
Sifting my fingers through the ashes of a dead day, seeking ablution, feeding my hungry soul
Rejecting distractions and borrowed time, shedding the night's regrets
This is the end of a season, and the beginning of a sacrifice
Time to put Carnival to rest, turning the gilt-lined page one more year
The revels played out, the fools and kings mingled with the titled rich and the poverty stricken,
Elected royalty and the nameless
The crowds roared for their treasure, their glasses raised as they entreated the heavens
Ghosts and mortals shaking hands, sealing the pact
Trading a doubloon for a king's ransom
The lines were crossed with yellow ribbons
Streamers that mark the crime scene, bloody footprints leading into an electric night
All boundaries blurred as we gaze through stained glass, fingers smudged with ashes, hoping for a glimpse of a childhood memory
Old traditions that lived then, and continue into a today not so different from yesterday
Set aside your masked intentions, hang up the finery for another year, light a candle for your dead
This house weeps, and we trade our golden finery for cloaks of ash
Shelve your idols, frame them as tribute
I promise to trade this earthly delight for a little less fear in the night

Thursday, January 1, 2015

Brother Dege and the Brethren

 

 It is rare that this full time mommy gets a chance to go to the local music shows that I used to attend with regularity before my days as a parent.  In the past, I frequented local shows almost every weekend, and the big names at least once a month.  Times change and I've had to drastically cut down on my outings.  Thankfully, November is the one time that changes, due to it being my Big Birthday Month. 
 
November 2014: My old friend/acquaintance from "back in the day" (read: early 20s), Dege Legg, was scheduled to play at The Circle Bar in the city.  Brother Dege is his current handle- formerly he was the front man of Santeria, a group based out of Lafayette in the 90s, powered by gritty guitars, a bongo drum set, lots of rock n roll riffs and awesome lyrics accessible to all.  The group lasted a long time- until a few years ago in fact.  Despite rumors of bad luck in the extreme, the guys had a good run and a strong following.  Now Dege is frontlining a new group, which includes badass drums, a bass player that puts on an electric performance, and a young violinist who is a progeny of a renowned violin player.  Dege himself sings and plays guitar- a particularly vibrant one full of steel shrieks and howls- a unique style called "dobro".  Its roots and history are deeply dug in blues and swamp.  Dege's vocals have always been striking, and now, years after his stint as Santeria's lead singer, they have only become more refined, more bluesy, more riveting. 
 
My friend Shannon (another music aficionado) and I made it to The Circle Bar around 9:45 that night.  Minutes from Metairie, situated on Lee Circle, this cozy place feels like the perfect house for local musicians to congregate.  My mom clued me in on some local history- it used to be K&B, way back in the day, and you could buy what she deems "the city's best coffee" there, "for cheap".  For true.  Now its The Circle Bar, apparently named for Lee Circle.  The two story Victorian-style building is a mecca for music.  It has a welcoming bar with exposed-brick walls and a gorgeous mirror reflecting back the burgundy and red shades of colors abounding.  The small music area- not necessarily a stage, but a setup for the musicians- backs up to a dormer window overlooking the street.  A side door opens up to a small outdoor patio where people huddle up to smoke before, during and after the show.  Everything is geared towards inviting you to pull up a chair, relax, enjoy the ambience.  And the ambience is definitely in attendance. 
 
Shannon and I were very surprised to find that the cover charge for the night's show, including an opening act that had its roots in rockabilly, was a scant $5.00.  Prices from the 90's- an extremely welcome change from other bars and clubs, especially for such a cozy venue.  Especially for those of us who are on a shoestring budget and can't afford the big venues.  And cutting on cost didn't affect the experience whatsoever, except to make it better.  The drinks were reasonable and most of the clientele were young, hip, lighthearted and cautiously friendly. 
 
Dege was one of the first people we encountered on the way in. He welcomed us and expressed gratitude that we made it to see the show.  My old friend is a quiet and mellow soul, with eyes that are as full of stories and secrets as his song lyrics.  He's the type of person who hides behind his beard and takes a dark corner of the room to watch and observe the world, as opposed to situating himself in the spotlight, on and off stage, the way so many singers are apt to do.  There is definitely substance to his style.  His music is rooted to real life experiences, and you feel that this is an old soul living with the knowledge that this life is short and he has lots of work to do before the roller coaster ride is over.  His music is easily accessible across the board, inviting all walks of life to listen and relate, his live shows are incredibly inexpensive, yet his songs are admired by Hollywood Royalty- none other than Quentin Tarantino selected a Dege song for the 2013 hit "Dgango Unchained"- a power anthem titled "Too Old to Die Young"- a song that could stand in as autobiographical for this talented songwriter.  What is also strikingly noteworthy is that Dege is one of those mythical creatures- the musician who is humble and grateful for what he has, and who wants to hear what his audience is thinking as opposed to promoting himself to one and all.    It speaks volumes that Dege can have a song put in a mainstream movie, yet continue to play local shows and write music and sell it online at a price that is- again, the word accessible- to everyone, not just the few folks that have money to burn.  
 

The opening act was finished, and Brother Dege and the Brethren began setting up for their show.  The crowd began gathering on the threshold and circling, waiting as instruments were tuned, and as looks were exchanged between the musicians- the silent language of "are we ready?" in a few gestures.  Shannon and I were at the very front of the throng, practically toe to toe with the band.  Dege stared out at the audience and raised a glass of red wine, toasting us and commencing the beginning.  Then, as the bass guitar started like an engine in the background, and the violin player danced her bow across the violin, her eyes dancing over at the rest of the group, and the drums crashed into the first song, it was like a silent explosion.  The four individuals performing for our entertainment were, quite literally, afire with energy, music pouring out of them like wine flowing from a vessel.  And that was just the beginning.  The performance of this amazing group was, quite simply, kinetic.  Frenzied, powerful, rollicking and sorrowful- and at times all of these simultaneously- it was as though we were taken on a musical journey punctuated by deep lyrics and a brilliant flow of melody played by the violin, bass, drums and dobro.  There was something magical in the band's deliverance of their music.  It was reminiscent to this blogger's mind of a book written by Charles de Lint, where the imaginary world and the real world sometimes cross paths and blend their citizens into a middle ground.  If the roof had blown off the Circle Bar that night, it would have come as absolutely no surprise to this eyewitness.  If fairies pulled up stools at the bar and put in their drink orders, no shocker.  The music was transcendent, and it connected to everyone and involved the audience 100%.  Brother Dege was the shaman, leading his tribe through the darkness and into imaginary realms. 
 
 
The crowd absolutely went wild, and for good reason.  The band interplayed with the audience, walking around, letting people touch the guitars, making eye contact and involving everyone. Music reverberated off the walls and slow danced with the ghosts of times past.  There were times Dege was flat on the ground, and times that the bass player was crawling and writhing and jumping in the mix.  The violinist and the bass player appeared to be dueling, vying for dominance, laughter written on their faces.  The drummer pounded out the rhythm as steady and powerful as a heartbeat, and as wild as an Indian tribe calling down the moon.  The four blended their music and played off of each other brilliantly. It was a form of storytelling and a creation of magic.  It sang in the blood.  The only question left at the end of the night for this writer was- "Why aren't these musical amazons playing auditoriums?"   
 
 
Want a great local music show that will transcend your every expectation?  Check out the next Brother Dege and the Brethren show.  It will rock your face off.  It will inspire you.  It will be the best money you can spend on entertainment.  It will stay with you when you leave the bar.  Stay tuned to find out what this magical act does next.  I predict only the most amazing future for these incredibly talented musicians. 
 



November baby



 Well, its that time again- my little superhero had a big birthday.  Nate turned two!! Woo-hoo! Our celebrations centered around outdoor events, namely the park and the zoo.  The weather was amazing, considering it was the end of November- cool and sunny, pretty much perfect. The party included Nate's first carousel ride, lots of birthday cupcakes and presents, and getting to meet everyone at the Audubon Zoo.  We even fed the giraffes carrots! It was a fun-filled and happy day for our little man.  
 
During this birthday milestone, I think about how far we have come, and what I have learned as a mommy this time around.  Here's the short list:
 
(1) Little people flourish on a routine;
(2) So do big people;
(3) When playing with kids, its good to get down to eye level and not worry about getting yourself messy or dirty.  Play time is supposed to be that way.  Channel your inner child and be happy in the moment.
(4) Everyone learns at their own pace.  Be patient.
(5) Things that used to be amazing in childhood, still are today.  Like the giraffes at the zoo. 
(6) If life knocks you down, get up, dust yourself off, put on your superhero cape and jump back in!
 

Gearing up for the New Year




This is a shot from part of my celebrations last night, New Year's 2014.  It was celebratory, silly, contemplative, and spent with friends, family & hot donuts.  The perfect way to say goodbye to 365 days of adventures, dog events, moments with family and friends, small victories, crushing defeats, and a long roller coaster wherein the highs were extremely high (finding Titan a home- such a long and difficult undertaking that ended in a happily ever after) and the lows were absolute flat-liners (dealing with betrayal where I never dreamed I would find it).  2014 forced us to say goodbye to Robin Williams, which was another shocking devastation.  So many moments in time to look back on and remember. 
 
Now it is a brand new year, and many of us are working on our resolutions.  For the doubters out there who say its "just another day", I say that it is what we decide to make of it.  Some of us need that fresh, unwritten page to begin anew and mark the decision to make a difference in our own lives.  Others appreciate the symbolism.  And even more just want to say goodbye to a difficult time in our lives as we turn towards the future with hope, resolve and plans we wish to see through to fruition.  Regardless of how we view the New Year, it is definitely a cycle of life that can't be denied or ignored. I choose to celebrate it and renew my resources to try again in the next 365 moments in time. 
 
To 2015, I say, "Bring it on."  I'm ready for the unwritten page, the symbolism, the goodbye.  More importantly, I am ready to begin the work of building a new future, and embracing each and every moment with mindfulness, gratitude, grace and humor.  Let the journey begin. 

 
 
Wishing all of you a year that's chockfull of adventures and discovery...
 
Love & blessings,
007

Wednesday, October 22, 2014

Road Trippin'



In this blogger's humble opinion, this is the best time of year to go on a road trip and play tourist in and around your hometown.  The price of gas is much lower than earlier summer; weather is beginning to cool off and feel like autumn; and there's nothing on the calendar for another few weeks.  Destination: Lafayette, for the Festivals Acadiens, a three day celebration of all things French- food, culture, music.  And some not-so-Francais moments mixed in too.  The drive was long- a little over two hours- and the weather was uncooperative, as it stormed from halfway there almost to the end of our journey.  The skies literally opened up and torrential rains baptized our car and the other vehicles on the road.  Traffic started dragging.  We were worried that this intro to the weather was a sign of what it would be like at the festival, but then resolved to remain optimistic and hope for the best.  Turns out, everything worked out beautifully- when we reached Lafayette, it was absolutely beautiful weather-wise.  Whew! Puffy white clouds, a clear horizon, amazing. 
 
The Festival was free to get in, and parking was free.  (Nola, take note and stop charging so much for local events!) While in downtown stopping to use the rest area, we asked for directions from a manager of a cool retro eatery called "The Filling Station".  He directed us, and warned that parking was "a bear", and he was serious- we had to park several blocks away.  Luckily it was a nice day for a  (long) stroll, and a straight shot to the fairgrounds.  Once we arrived, we were hit by the smell of festival food, the sound of good zydeco music, and throngs of people wandering around showing off their festival wear.  I saw so many colorful boots, swinging skirts, cowboy hats and funky sunglasses.  It was a colorful pageant just watching the other onlookers in their finery.  The awesome thing about this fest is that there is literally something for everyone- the elderly can bring their chairs and camp out in comfort (albeit humid comfort!); the kids have play areas; the adults have a plethora of souvenirs, boho tents of clothing & accessories, drinks (lookout for that long line for daiquiris!) and of course, FOOD.  That was our first destination.  We made a beeline for the Cajun food stands, and Mom ordered a shrimp po-boy while I went for the crawfish and spinach boat- a delectable bread "bowl" filled and swimming with crawfish and spinach in a creamy sauce.  A few dashes of hot sauce and "C'est si bon!!!"
 
 
 
We located a tent where they were prepping for a cooking demo, and sat underneath the canopy out of the blasting heat to enjoy our lunch, while watching the cook show us how to make orange marmalade.  We met up with my friend Sara there and all picnicked together.  The food was filling and yummy, and we caught up, watched the demo and ate while sweat trickled down our necks and soaked our hair.  Ah, that good ol' Southern humidity, haha.  We are almost never without it, even in mid October. 
 
Next on the list was the music- we headed towards the stage where Rockin' Dopsie and the Zydeco Twisters were throwing out their tunes to an appreciative audience.  The music was absolutely rockin' it!  There were so many people ignoring the dead heat and free spiritedly dancing and partnering up to kick up their heels.  There was a happy vibe in the air, really great energy from the crowds and the performers.  The three of us took turns taking Nate around for a turn, and li'l man was hamming it up and giggling and shrieking for joy as we danced around to the music. 
 
The weather surprised us one more time- while the sun was beating down, dark clouds were gathering on the horizon.  While the sun was shining, small cold drops of rain started pattering down, like exclamation points in a long humid sentence.  It was surreal- and yet amazingly refreshing.  There was also a small mischievous breeze that caught our hair and cooled off our sweat-soaked skin.  Paradise! If it had stormed, I don't think there would have been one person there to complain about it, because the heat was that dramatic.  As it ended up, the small shower helped cool things off and refresh everyone, and it was an unexpected break from the blistering sun.  Perfect festival weather!
 
As always, there was not enough time to enjoy the day and all the fun that the fest had to offer.  But it was refreshing to get away from the daily routine, and enjoy familiar places that we always love to go back to, along with family friends that we never get to spend enough time with.  And the ride home gave us one more pleasant surprise- a cloud angel that hovered on the horizon and gave us a sweet goodbye from our fun adventures on the road:
 


Here's hoping that everyone gets a chance to enjoy traveling on the road and seeing new places and enjoying new adventures!

Wednesday, October 8, 2014

Autumn Reading List


Well, it is that time of year again- autumn, the changing of the season, the beginnings of a stirring of wind and wildness as we traverse October.  This is a good time for reading, with a cup of hot tea brewing and a dog burying his giant head against your foot.  The smell of cinnamon sticks and dying leaves simmering in the air, and mornings that occasionally bring us cooler degrees and have us hunting for cardigans and boots.  The beginning of the year's end. 

During this time, I enjoy putting together a Fall Reading List, of books that help me get in the spirit of things.  Here is my annual list, with a few new additions added to the mix.  All of them contain magic, romance, adventure and a jaunt into the dark side.  Hope you enjoy them as much as I do!

(1) "The Physick Book of Deliverance Dane"- Katherine Howe
(2) "The Society of 'S'"- Susan Hubbard
(3) "Queen of the Damned"- Anne Rice
(4) "The Witch of Blackbird Pond"- Elizabeth George Speare
(5) "The Book of Life"- Deborah Harkness
(6) "Dark Fever"- Karen Marie Moning
(7) "Sense and Sensibility"- Jane Austen
(8) "Patriot's Dream"- Barbara Michaels
(9) "The Inheritor"- Marion Zimmer Bradley
(10) "The Mystery of Grace"- Charles de Lint
(11) "Flowers of Evil"- Charles Baudelaire
(12) "Ceremony in Death"- J.D. Robb
(13) "Chocolat"- Joanne Harris
(14) "The Museum of Extraordinary Things"- Alice Hoffman
(15) "Sunshine"- Robin McKinley
(16) "Darkness, I"- Tanith Lee